FINDING ME

Puzzled in the thoughts,

bewildered in the decisions I have made.

I am failing to make up my mind,

It's aching and making me blind.

Living in the dungeon I am loosing hope,

and my heart says, run and elope.

My mind is running a different race,

leaving me indecisive with so much grace.

The clouds are getting gloomy and gray,

everything and everyone is fading away;

and I am standing in the middle,

strong on the face but my heart is brittle,

fighting this rain with a broken umbrella.

Don't want to walk the path I'm on, anymore,

don't want to breathe the air I'm breathing, anymore.

I am here to evolve, I don't want to dissolve,

Soul has wings of fire but I am failing to ignite the desire.

I'm much more than the exterior, look beyond what your eyes see;

and you will feel the real me.

Please don't fail me now, bless me with a burning desire,

to conquer my fears, to elevate my soul,

to taste every air, to travel beyond boundaries,

to float , to be free, to find me, make me and live me.